Chu Qin's Site

i like soggy fries - fresh hot but soggy, as in those in McDonalds leh...the long long ones but soft and non crsipy ones.

When i go KFC right. i need at least 3/4 bottle of Tomato sauce. oh btw. one of the worse news i've ever heard is apparently one of my friends' friends' friend tends to spit into KFC ketchup bottles whenever he visits KFC.

One of the things i want to do at least once in my life is to become a barista - not for long, just a short while. In a nice little classy/cosy cafe, soft brown lighting, french songs playing, where it smells of coffee and fresh bakes all the time, where ppl are there to enjoy, where the mood is great. I just think that's awfully romantic.

i can be OCD about certain things. like. To do list, has to be arranged from most important to least important. Like earrings - they're classified into super-like, ok, and no-likey-can give away liao. my wardrode is colour coded. i sometimes even count my steps when i walk.

I have a personality ahem. that somehow just manages to bluff every1 into believing that i'm a goody two shoe-responsible-sensible-apple in teachers' eyes- Ah girl ah..y can't u be like Chu Qin- matured thinking kinda person. I can be evil. at times. ha...

Yea...i think i can be extreme. sometimes i like being childish. sometimes i'm grown-up. i can be the cool sister who dances to crazy tunes and play star war fights with my brother and tell tales on my sister etc. Yet sometimes i'm like my sister and brother's mum liddat. always telling them what to do what to avoid wear more clothes dun spend so much money study more make sure u study more study liao still need to do latihan etc.

I am bossy. i want things done my way. y do u think i became a doctor. so that ppl HAVE to listen to what i say. nyak-ah-ah...evil....

I can be considerate. which most of the time i am. really i am. REALLY. (sori, i sot liao today). i am thoughtful, i like thinking into ppl's minds to figure out what they want and try to do it for them. well. for ppl i care about anyway. i love giving ppl surprises. so far there has been quite a few ones that i'm proud of. Not telling u so that u can steal my idea. haha... kidding. ask me in person, i might tell u.

Chu Qin does not share her desserts.

Few philosophies i live by:

~ nothing will ever be perfect, things dun always go the way u want. So just learn to make the best out of things ~

~ No winter lasts forever, just like no spring skips its turn~

~ Ppl can only intimidate u if u allow them to ~

~ Fine i'm not smart. so what? i work hard and i am willing to learn. ~

I rather be the mediocre amongst the bright rather than the bright amongst the mediocre. (hmmm...beginning to feel both sounds the same)

Questions that i wonder(ed) about:

- if life is only 10% laughter and 90% sadness and sufferings, which it is. y is it still worth living? what is the purpose of life?

- y can't i be a singer (i already figured that out, thank you)

Continued (13/10/7)

I can be competitive, well maybe i should say, generally i AM competitive. not in everything, just in things that i care about - studies, career. I dun care about my frens trying to compare who's thin and who's fat and who's wearing the prettiest clothes (well, they're just superficial, but in a funny way...)

Talking about clothes...i am a sucker for comfy stuffs. i value the feel of the material over the design ie if a shirt/pants doesnt look too ugly (well, if i'm paying for it and wearing it out to the streets, i can have somehting grossly oversize or horrendously multi-coloured right? other words, i still do care, somewhat, a bit about the design), even though when i kno i dun have the need for it, or when i kno it's unlikely to look flattering on me, i'd still buy it.

When it comes to problems, i dun belief in fluffing about. my mind tends to go - ok. 1. problem. 2. how to solve it  3. carry out the steps of solving the problem. then 4. bitch about it. I kno this might be the understatement of the year, but hey, i still do see loads of ppl around who just fluff about, argue, get angry, cry which won't contribute towards problem solving at all.

Generally, the way i do things is very objective driven - i would only do it if there's a valid reason and if there's something to be gained.

to be continued. if u have any thoughts about what kind of person u think i am or any funny weird facts about me. feel free to scribble.